Lovin Life and My MAN

BABY

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 01:08:48 GMT

well I have good news!
I'm going to be a mommy!!!YAY! Don't know what its going to be yet i'm only like in my 6th week i think.
no puking yet. just a lil nasaues.and my booobys hurt.HAHA....anywho...Well I'm excited and so is Kenneth.Can't wait till it comes now!!
Hope ya all have a great day!!!

Hey everybody

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 20:51:23 GMT

Well alot has gone on since i last wrote.
I got married on christmas eve,To the man of my dreams.Its his birthday tomorrow!hes going to be the big 21
and in april i'll be 22.yes i am one year older but oh well.
Everything is going good.Going to think about having a lil kerri.If we do it will be maggie noel andrews.so cute!Anywho.Talk to ya all lata!

ENGAGED-July 5th

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 15:08:47 GMT

I just want to say happy birthday to my brother and sister in law.And tell everyone that I GOT ENGAGED!!!that was on July 5th.I am so incredibly happy.I couldn't ask for a better man.I love him so much.
Hope everyone is doing well.
I got ahold of my friend finally.The one that i told her never to come back into my life again.I'm such a softy.But I want to be there for her in hard times.You can't just take 7 years of your life and forget it ever happened.So many pictures of our good times together...All the good memories.I'm kind of scared that she might use the relationship again. I need her to be honest with me i hope she does get honest.I need to know alot,people have said stuff that she "said" about me.Alls i want to know is if they are true or not.If she says yes i'm not going to shun her but i will try to fix anything.
Mending a friendship is going to be hard but hopefully i'll get through it.
So long for now.I'll let you know how it turns out.

you like?

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 23:18:19 GMT

hey everyone-
Hows it going? good here. I wanted to write a poem in here real quick for someone---and they know who they are....
so here goes...
The day goes by and any hour your away
I miss you.
The day goes by and alls I think about is you.
I may not show it and i may not say it -
But I do constanly think about my last kiss--
hoping that it will not be the last one.
Praying that you will be okay through out the day.
I'm sorry for when I upset or hurt you-
But the way I look at you when your sleeping you don't see.
If you saw it you would know--just how much I love you.

_ Kae Joe

hello

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 18:22:24 GMT

well hi there--
I just got out of work so I could spend some time with my nephew before he leaves tomorrow
we all have to get up realllly early and drive to raleigh,nc.to get him to the airport in time.
anywhoooo---I hope you all have a good day..just wanted to say hi

can you believe it

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 23:30:55 GMT

Hey what is up you all??? I haven't posted in this thing in like EVER.Andyistic i hope you appreciate this-if you even look at it anymore??April!!! I haven't talked to you in so long. And folks did she tell you..SHES MARRIED. hehehe...Well I've got a surprise myself...I moved to virginia.I moved in with a friend and now hes my boyfriend And hopefully future husband!Cool huh!hes so sweet.I love him so much.yes sorry guys I am now taken.I wouldn't trade him for anybody in the world.
So what has everyone been doing.?? I'll post on here alot more if i get some comments back.and I'm looking at this more to.I wanted to see just how weird i was in 2003. LOL...Well everyone have a good day!

hi

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 23:09:48 GMT

yes i'm still alive...........

read this!

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 02:26:52 GMT

"But how does one come to know Him?"

Through faith in His Son, Jesus Christ.. what I mean is this. Because we could not free ourselves from our sins, God in His mercy provided forgiveness by sending His own Son to die in the place of guilty sinners, taking the punishment that they deserved for their sins. When they come to recognize their perilous situation before God, and are truly sorry for the rebellious lives that they have lived and depend upon Jesus' death on the cross, God saves (rescues) them from eternal punishment. God no longer holds them guilty for their sin and accepts them as friends. He is not merely their judge from then on, but also their loving heavenly Father. To those who come to know Him that way, He makes and keeps the promises that He has revealed in the Bible. But they do not pertain to any others.

You can find out more about this by reading the following passages in the Bible: Ephesians.2:8,9; John.3:16; Romans.4:4,5. If you still do not understand, consult the person who handed you this pamphlet or contact the distributor whose imprint appears at the end.

But let us assume that you have put your faith in Christ and that you know God as your Saviour and Lord. Yet, you are still plagued with depression. Remember, I said that knowing Him was a condition to victory over depression; I did not say that knowing Him itself would solve the problem. Let us go on then, to consider that question.

Although depression is a terribly debilitating problem that is far too widespread among Christians as well as among those who do not know God, it is not so difficult a problem to solve as at first it might seem to be. What you need to recognize is that depression comes as the result of a failure in self-control and self-discipline. One work of the Holy Spirit of God is to produce such discipline in those who, by faithful obedience to His Word, seek to please God by doing what He says rather that doing what they feel like doing (cf. Galatians.5:23). That is at the heart of the matter.

"Well, I don't quite see it. If you expect me to buy that you will have to spell it out a lot more clearly."

Of course, I was just generalizing about it before I got down to the specifics, because I wanted you to be aware of these basic facts as we move ahead. Let's get down to the place where the rubber meets the road, then, by pointing out that homemakers, preachers, and all those who must set and keep their own schedules are particularly vulnerable to depression. Someone whose daily work is routine and whose output is structured for him so that by 12 noon he must produce X amount of work and by 5 P.M. another X amount, rarely suffers from depression. That is because his work does not depend upon self control and self discipline. Others discipline and control him and his output. Consequently, he rarely gets behind in his work.

On the other hand, for the person who must learn to control and to discipline himself, in a day in which there is little emphasis upon discipline, often all that it takes for him to begin the descent into despair and depression is to experience a setback that tempts him to focus upon it and to forget his obligations. His schedule is broken, he gets behind in his chores, which then begin to mount up, and …he is by then already heading straight down the read that leads to depression. Stir together into one pot a setback (sickness, disappointment, guilt over an unconfessed sin, etc.), failure to handle the setback God's way, a tendency to follow feeling rather that to pursue obligation, and the willingness to participate in pity parties (or to soliquize in blue funks) and you have all of the essential ingredients for that tasting thick stew of depression.

God has so constructed us that when we fail to handle responsibilities properly, our consciences trigger bad feelings. These, if not heeded early, ultimately lead to depression. David looked at depression as a merciful warning sign from God intended to goad him to repentance and a change of attitude or behavior (When he had sinned he said, "Day and night your hand was heavy upon me, Psalm.32:4"). The guilt that underlies depression comes from the failure to handle the problem or setback God's way. Therefore, any failure to heed this warning, or any attempt to silence it by shock treatments, the use of antidepressants, by home brew etc., constitutes an additional failure that only compounds the guilt and increases the intensity of the bad feelings that stem from it. As a result depression grows and grows in a cyclical manner.

One good place to begin when considering God's solution to the fundamental failure that underlies depression is to take seriously the words of Paul in II Corinthians.4:8: "We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair." There were many times when Paul found opposition and difficulties hard to take; there were also circumstances in which for a time he did not know that to do next. He was afflicted and he became perplexed. But he did not become depressed. In these trying times, God at length enabled him to handle every difficulty without despair. He had setbacks, but he did hot allow these to keep him from continuing in the clear course of action that was at hand. He did not in despair, give up the tasks that he knew that God wanted him to continue. He was down, but not out. The depressed person is one who when he gets down also gives out.

Now, it is vital to understand the important difference between being perplexed, disappointed, blue, physically weak, or even feeling low because of guilt, and being depressed. All of us, with Paul, get down, we are all blue from time to time; we all become discouraged. But that is not depression. Depression comes when we fail to handle the blues, the disappointment, the perplexity, the guilt, or the physical affliction God's way. It comes whenever we allow the bad feelings that are associated with these problems to hinder us from carrying out our duties. When we do follow our feelings instead of following our obligations to God and to our neighbors we are guilty and this makes us feel even worse. When the feelings of guilt are added to the bad feelings that already plague us, that makes us feel far worse and therefore less like doing our work. If then we follow those increased feelings of self-dissatisfaction---and it is easier all of the time to do so-we trigger more, ad infinitum. Now you see what I meant when I said that depression is cyclical

coolio

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 02:22:37 GMT

hey peoples!
tonight was awesome!i went to church then me and two other girls went shopping into walmart and then to shop n save then we went to the breakwater!!that was the best part! oh yeah and dennys!haha the two other girls were 16 and there was a young guy for our waiter and the girls are like hehe and so i was trying to emberass them ..i almost did if it wasn't for him coming over when i had chicken in my mouth!haha! Then we got to the breakwater and i kept on teasing the girls when they would stumble on the rocks! i was like wow he got ya all that flustered! and then one of the girls has to use an inhaler so i was like oh if you pass out i'll go get that guy and i'm sure he'll help you out!she got all red haha...i forgot how boy crazy 16 year old could be!It was hilarious!Then we walked back from the lighthouse and we were singing with between breathes!haha.it was awesome!but anywho i'm gonna get going now!
see ya

song!by me!

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 02:12:37 GMT

Worship and Rejoice in the Lord
Have faith in His righteousness,
And He will show you the power of his ressurection,
So forget all your worrys
Forget all your pains
Look to the Lord and He will show you the way,
Your prize will be wondrous~
It will be the highest ogf the high calling of God!

hey

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 01:17:42 GMT

well today was very interesting and thats why i'm writing it in here!
Starters i woke up to my alarm that had been going off for like 20 minutes!then i got to work which seemed to go by.hopefully the next two days go by quick to..okay maybe the next three weeks go by soon!!but anyways!Then i came home and went over to my friends house and talked to him for awhile and then went to my mom's house to eat!!only place that has food!!haha...and then i went on a walk with my sister and thats when it got good!!haha..we were talking about things that a year ago we wouldn't even thought about talking to eachother about i wasn't so open then...but things that i needed to talk to her about only the Lord could give me courage to do that! needless to say we are alot better than what we were as far as friends go..Thank the Lord ..she told me alot tonight that i appreciate and we were talking about a certain issue and she told me about her and frank and how ohio seemed so far away and how it was hard but she made it through... (and somehow some person thats reading this probably thinks oh great...but don't worry this has to relate to any guy!!) she told me about how she met frank at my sisters wedding and she got to spend only like a few days with him and then she went to visit him like once or twice and talking on the phone alot(which i knew already!!)(i hated that) and how if the Lord wants me to be with any guy hes gonna find a way no matter what..And i'm loving that!!cause not only do i have hope now...i'm not worrying about it!I don't think that i could make it without her anymore and then she tells me she might be moving to calais which is like 3 hours away from me..which is kinda bad but kinda good too i guess...but ya know all things work together for them that love the Lord and who are called according to his purpose!!so there ya go...I hope some people read this and get something out of it i know i can be rather confusing sometimes but just read into it and you'll get it I promise!

another song!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 02:35:57 GMT

The world is changing every day~
We must shine our lights~
For they don't know about His love~
That brings us joy!

CHORUS:
His love brings us joy~
He brings us mercy and grace~
To bring us together in His love~
So we all must come together
In one mind!

We suffer for Him everyday~
His mercy comes to us~
Gives us comfort through His love.
And he brings us joy!(chorus)

For Christ suffered on the cross
Obedient unto death~
And now He's going to ask you
To will and do the same cause~(chorus)

BRIDGE:

For our tongues shall confess
That Jesus Christ is Lord
And our knees shall bow down,
And his mane above every other
And we shall proclaim~(BACK TO CHORUS)

song who wrote??!!guess!!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 02:36:33 GMT

When there's people all around you~
Be confident in the Lord-
Your knowledge will see you through
You are filled with the fruits of His righteousness
And you'll sing Glory and praise be to God!
Chorus:

Cause He'll give you confidence to speak
Make you bolder each and every day-
Speaking without the fear that sometimes slows us down
He'll give you confidence to speak about the love you have for God!

When people beat you down-
don't be ashamed of Christ
For Christ is magnified through you~
For me to live is Christ~and to die is gaine
And you'll sing Glory and prasie be to GOd!

Stand up against all the evil~
Don't fear your enemies~ For not only believe in Him,
Cause sometimes you must give your life away for Him
But you'll sing Glory and praise be toGod!
Bridge:
Don't be ashamed
Stand up for your God
And you'll sing Glory and praise and -(Chorus)

oh my word!

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 03:52:47 GMT

dang...i just saw a pic of a guy and he is nice nice ...like oooh lala nice!only one problem he lives in california which isn't to bad cause my sister lives out there but still!I get to see him in august hopefully!Problem long distance relationship if it ever happened that is...i don't know if i could do that but my sister did it and got married and shes fine!Anyways!I can't stop smiling either...But thats normal right?!hes so nice to!its unbelievable!Christian guy and very respectful!totally awesome all in all!but anywho i'll talk to yall lata and update ya all!

Hello

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:57:24 GMT

wow what a day!i was working today by myself at least for my department ...my boss wasn't even there!But i managed!!it was a little tiring but i survived/I've got the whole weekend off anyways!
and yet again Kerri is on a diet!i have one month to loose as much as i can before i go to california!yay!!I get to spend time at the beaches and go shopping!!!shopping!!shopping!!!do you get the point yet?haha...Somethings are great to emphasize!!well gots to get some sleep!!goodnight-adios

what a day

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 03:10:02 GMT

To much excitement today!!I got my ticket for california today!!It's gonna be so much fun!!!Beaches here I come and watch out stores cause I'm gonna buy you out!yay!!I can't wait!!It's gonna be so awesome!!My mom told me i'm not gonna want to come back!!haha...I don't like maine but i don't think i could ever leave it!!Only under one circumstance would I ever move somewhere besides Maine!And that remains anonymous!!But anyways!!Thats all i have for right now!!I;ll talk to ya all lata!!!Have a wonderful night!

somethings bound to go wrong

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 22:57:38 GMT

okay today I was having an awful time at work!!Then I came home.Talked to people...then went swimming with by bro.And now i'm so hyper cause I get to go to california in august!!!yay!!!i can't wait!
i'm gonna enjoy the beaches and of course the shopping areas!!!And maybe get to meet a few of my friends and the best part of course hanging out with my sister and her family!Things are going to good and something is bound to go wrong!

what a day

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 00:09:58 GMT

well today was interesting.work was kinda busy today but then me the boss and another lady went to have chinese!!!it was sooooo good!then i had a doctors appointment...good news though...i can get my contacts on friday!!no more frigen glasses!but anywho!haha...thats really all for right now but i'll keep you informed! i'll talk to ya lata!

The turkish guys!

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 00:19:23 GMT

wow...now these guys are sooo nice.unlike much of the ones in maine!!
they are so nice...much like gentleman instead of rednecks!!haha..anyways my friend Jess has some turkish guy friends and they work with her where she works.We all went to the street dance last night by the water!It was so much fun!!We had Biglihand,,Kerim,and Mustafah with us and some other foreigners such as Kate and Roddick,
and oh I can't remember the other guys name right now but i'm sure it will come to me later then I will tell you all.Anyways...Me and Jess taught them our dance and then we slow danced and it was so much fun!
then we went to their house where all of them stay...And I do mean all of them...all of those people I mentioned sleep in one room! On bunk beds!They are all so very nice(I think I've said that enough..anyways..)We had corn last night that one of the guys cooked..very good but I had a hurt tummy today from eating so late!haha..Anyways the turkish guys are coming over tonight to look at our place!I'm excited!anywho I gotta go.talk to ya all later!

Hey peoples!

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 21:29:46 GMT

WELL I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YA ALL IN AWHILE!!ITS BEEN FOREVER BUT I'VE BEEN A LITTLE BUSY.I WAS STAYING WITH MY GRANDPARENTS HELPING THEM OUT CAUSE THEY HAD HEALTH PROBLEMS BUT NOW THEY ARE OKAY AND THEN I GOT A WONDERFUL JOB THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE!!ITS AN OFFICE JOB AT A HOME HEALTHCARE CENTER!!SOMETIMES ITS RATHER DULL BUT ITS OK.MOST OF THE TIME I LOVE IT.NOT TO MENTION THE DQ RIGHT DOWN THE ROAD..MMMMM...AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING...ICE CREAM YOU GET FAT..NOT REALLY I'VE ACTUALLY STARTED TO LOOSE WEIGHT BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!HAHA...BUT ANYWAYS...I WANTED TO MAKE SURE I SAID HI TO ADYISTIC!!!FINALLY I HAVE WRITTEN IN MY LIVEJOURNAL HE SHOULD BE HAPPY NOW!!ANYWAYS..I'LL WRITE AGAIN SOON HOPEFULLY!!!TA TA

what a day

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 19:48:02 GMT

today was very slow at work and probablywill be again when i go back at 4...i went to work at 9 am till 1 pm so ya know double shifter...it isn't to bad i like double shifters people that come in when you were there the first time are like your here again...haha...but anyways...i am in a bit of a jam now adays...i keep finding these guys on the internet and one lately is really cool...but hes a catholic and i'm a baptist and i mean its not all that bad but if your a baptist you would understand why its weird for me...plus i haven't heard from him in awhile so i'm afraid that hes not as interested in me anymore..but i don't know...oh and for all you single-christian-guys -out there i'm looking for ya!you just ain't showin up!but i guess thats for God to decide anyways!i'll talk to ya all lata!-kerri

hello

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 20:08:40 GMT

hi there ....wow i haven't written in this things for ages!theres been alot going on!not anything to excited but alot has happened!i don't even know where to start...i moved out of my house and got another car yes i know another car!but anyways--i had a second job for three months or so...that wasn't to bad and now that i've stopped i'm bored at times!so i might get another part time job again...so ya know....i'm going to texas for thanksgiving!cool huh?!but anyways!i'll talk to ya lata!byebyez

sorry i haven't written in awhile

Thu, 05 Jun 2003 14:32:22 GMT

wow i haven't written in here for a long time!alot has been going on and i havne't even been telling ya all.i'm not sure what i last told you but i've gotten a new car and now i am looking for a new job cause my boss'children are taking over my hours!don't get me wrong i love working there!it is the coolest place to work but if i can't make a living off it theres no way i can keep it. i might keep it as a part time job though!that will be good if i can do that!noone has called me back about hiring me though i tried calling them but there was an aswering machine so i didn't really know if i was supposed to leave a message!but oh well...hopefully i get a job in shopnsave which reminds me i have to go to waldoboro sometime soon here and put in an application there to!i'm hoping i can get another cashiering job!that will definetly be good!but anyway i think i'll let ya all go now
tata-

sorry i haven't written in a long time!

Tue, 20 May 2003 16:25:23 GMT

like i said i haven't written in a long time....i have been busy and i'm about to get busier!its inthe 70s and 80s lately which means more business at the store!and i'm going to be getting another job on top of this one so i am going to be right out straight!but at least noone will have to worry about me during the summer cause alls i will do is work!i figure if i work alot this summer i get to enjoy things during the winter like......going to california to visit my sister!for a week or so!i'm gonna go for christmas!so she doesn't have to have christmas by herself...cause her husband will be out on a boat!and i get to enjoy nice weather there while there is snow in maine!hehe....got to go now tata!

war?!

Wed, 07 May 2003 15:31:45 GMT

Today many Americans think that war is not the answer.But is that what everyone thinks or is that what they are telling us?If you look at one newspaper you get the impression that everyone dislikes the thought of war and that they are not supporting our troops overseas.When really there is only a small percentage that is involved with disliking the war and not supporting our troops!Most people have sons,daughters,uncles,aunts,fathers,mothers,nephews,and neices that are in this war or that could be sent out into this war.Yes,they are sad that they might go to war and that they might be fighting right now,but they want to support there troops in any way shape or form.They know what this country means to their loved ones that are fighting ,and they know how much this country is supposed to mean to them.They also know that this nation had to be fought for-why would we not fight against the ones who killed many of our people on the September 11th happening?